START...there!
It's August first and I spent nearly half the day already looking over my life for the thousandth time this year wondering where to turn and what to do and how to overcome all the obstacles that have presented themselves and all the ones that have increased. I have tried making a game plan all while sorting through feelings of despair, hopelessness, heartbreak and betrayal and even actual physical pain. I have decided not to start this blog post in microsoft word--the posts that start there never make it here to the blog, even though finessed and structured to abnormal fallible perfection, I just never get around to sharing any of them and my mind drifts to the next thing or begins to pick the already edited writing apart again for the two thousandth seven hundredth and twenty one time--it's a cycle that produces no real results. I then sit with hundredths of drafts and finished work not knowing what to post, even with pieces that the momentum is already lost on--being a perfe...